Saturday, July 16, 2011

Mysterious event #4

    Some dead people are still their staying with their love one, because they are sacred to live their love one and they are not ready yet, and maybe they have something to do, that they don't do or finish when they are still alive, but i can says that were not the only one stays here in the world. The spirit are still moving around, so we don't have to fell that were the only one because maybe we can hurt a spirit, we most be careful to our action.Life is important we have to make things right so that if we past away will not regret because we made our part in this journey of life. I have something to share about my unforgettable experience in life. 
            3 years ago, i was third year that time somewhere in cagayan de oro city. It was October 2008, Friday. In our school we have day and night classes, in many reason and personal choice i choose to study at night. That time me and my peers make a project, it was late evening at 9:30pm, but for some reason that i don't know. i felt bad during that time, i fell so cold. and every night i went to comfort room i someone following me, but no one is there. we can't finish our project because both of us fell hungry. In the following day my one friend said "your so very silent" and it's not good because there are something around us maybe good or bad elements. four o'clock in the afternoon, we don't have class my friend said be careful always and he said that in our daring our class he see someone holding my hair and lying my back......... i don't trust him, cos maybe he was trying to scare me, but deep inside i am very scared......... then the following day my friend txt me at night she said  she had a bad dream,  early morning when i decide to go to school then my friend arrive in school then we talk what was her dream about then she cry and cry but i don't know why, then i ask her what is your problem then she said had a dream about me...... She dream that there was a bad elements inside my body i was in my mind, i was flouting  in the air and after a minute i was gone....So i decided to change my attitude from silent mode into a noisy girl....... when i was studied forth year high school i turn to be in silent mode again the 1 daughter of my uncle was sick,.......they  bring to hospital somewhere in bukidnun  my ante and i were took good care of them it was 3:00pm when i arrive in the hospital from school. my ante decided to went to house  get a dress for her daughter but when she arrive in the house  her 3 daughter get sick to then she decide to bring in the hospital all her daughter were all in the hospital, they arrive in the hospital at 7pm.. she decide to get nap.. i can't sleep until 3in the midnight.. the doctor nurse said i have to sleep so i decide to sleep near to the daughter of my ante, she only 1yr old that time. then it was 4 in the midnight the doctor will give a medicine one of the daughter of my ante i was awake because she was crying she don't like the taste of the medicine so I'll be one who give a medicine so she don't cry after a minute i can't breath i fell someone holding my mouth so can't breath then i collapse the nurse bring me at the emergency room for examination then she said i was stress, but i don't trust her because when i was in the emergency room was the only one there the one nurse went out because someone call her, when the nurse out she close, then i close my eyes then the door were  open and close repeatedly but i can't fell the air, so it means that it's not  the air why the door open and close i was really scare that time then after a minute one janitor arrive i fell free that time because i know someone is in my side close my eyes, i fell cold air damping my face, i open my eyes again the janitor was gone....... the door started open and close the water in the c.r were starting to flow.......i just imagine that its not true,,, i cold air was came closer to me so open my eyes no is there......... i full asleep in waiting the doctor when i open my eyes the doctor is there taking my pulse rate.... she said i have to come down because my heartbeat i so past......... i question my mind how do fell calm every time i look strait to her face, she look like dead..... then she decide i have to stay in the hospital that is the start that i can't sleep in the night in those hospital in the day i admit i can't sleep because i was the only one in that room i fell my noise,i hear crying pushing the chair, rooming around the following day there was one patient in that room that day the patient arrive i can't hear the noise and that  day is my last day in the hospital the daughter of my ante was ok yet so i decide to went home by my own to get rest, i was the only one in the home. first night i fell some one again following at me always,... again my fever was back i fell some one is there waiting me to  die i can stand because when i try to stand i can't fell the floor i was flouting i think............   3 days later they all come home then when they arrive i can't hear the noise again.......................
               know i understand that if no one is there beside me someone will be there at my side maybe they are good or bad.......... but most of all i have to pray every time so that bad elements can't come near to me and i don't have to think them so they can't gain power to come beside me..... i believe in soul even though some people don't believe in soul

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

I stop to say thank you to my beloved parents #3

              know a days the value of people to their family is different, base on my own experience the people today are less respectful than the past years. its because of the people that surrounds them and they can adopt the bud attitude that they always see. some people don't respect their parents, and they live their old parents in the home for the agents. But not all people have the same reason why they live their parents in that place its because some reason they don't have a time to take good care of their parents due to working problem because they are to much busy to their work and forgot their obligation to their family and some times its cause they forgot to give value to their family and mostly to their parents. People today are very imitator, even though they know that act weird, they continue copying the attitude of others. People today are very aggressive, its easy to adopt the attitude of the people that they always see, and some reason, why the people today are less respectful, because some parents can't discipline their children. and they practice using a good manners.
            Ten years from now maybe, I'll graduate in this course, and i hope not maybe, it would happen in real  because i know my parents are expecting me a lot and i don't want them to fell bud .and ten years from now I'll be working that time, I'll never reject my parents, I'll  always give them  a time to go were they want to go, and maybe if i have my own family i will never change my attitude to them, because are my parents they give me a good and wonderful life, they work hard. they give their effort just to sent me at school to have a good and wonderful future, i am very proud of them despite of many trials we experience may parents are still together, because they don't want to have a broken family. and ten years from now i don't want my parents work because i know that time they are old to work and i want my parents stay with me,and I'll be the one to give their needs and i want to comfort them all the time they need someone to be at their side.Maybe that time i have my own family and  i want my parents to stay with me all alone.
  1.   I'll say  to my parents" thank you so much " for the love and care that they are given to me. I am very thankful because i have a parents like them, because despite of poverty they make way and try their best to sent me at school, because they know that education is important and they always said to me that education is the only treasure that they can give to me. And thank you to my parents for the support even though i lost something, even though they know that i cant win in particular thing they always encourage me to continue believe in myself, to aim high for a good and wonderful future. I never stop saying thank you to my parents, because even i lose my dream i don't want to lose my parents, and for me they are the biggest gift i receive from god, because if they are not here i will never in my position today because of them i continue believe in myself ,aim high, so that they would proud to me.Saying thank you to my parents is not enough to pay all their hard work but god knows how much i love my parents my family. So love your parents appreciate all the they do. because its for our own good.love them always say to tour parents i love you because
    maybe it would be end. For my mother Susan Valiente  Uballas , and for my father Ernesto Dypongko Uballas. i love you and to thank you so much for the love and care. and for my beloved family, relatives, friends, thank for the support. I love you and thank you so much to all.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

a good reader and writer someday #2

       As a student, i think i can consider myself as a good reader and writer. I know there's a lot of time for me to develop my knowledge, skills, and attitude in reading and writing. In this year an for many years to come, the trials that i may experience it could be a part of my learning skills in writing. I can right everything happen in my life just to improve my ability in writing. Every time i use to read novels, books magazines, or any reading materials there are several words that is really hard to express the meaning,  that's why when i use to read a book and i can't understand what is the meaning, it makes me more conscious and more interesting to read. By reading it can developed our knowledge in building a good vocabulary,whenever we use to have a good vocabulary its easy to communicate in other people and if we have a good grammar we can't fell shy because we know what we are talking. Using the method in reading, the survey, question, read, recite, and review is every useful because when i read books, i use to ask question,even in my mind, i made some disagreement or some times i agree of what i have read in the book. I read the book many times not only once, because when i read repeatedly it easy for me to understand, and its easy to write if i know what i am reading. And today, i know there are many times to develop my reading and writing skills,and i continue developing my skills so that i become a good professional someday