3 years ago, i was third year that time somewhere in cagayan de oro city. It was October 2008, Friday. In our school we have day and night classes, in many reason and personal choice i choose to study at night. That time me and my peers make a project, it was late evening at 9:30pm, but for some reason that i don't know. i felt bad during that time, i fell so cold. and every night i went to comfort room i someone following me, but no one is there. we can't finish our project because both of us fell hungry. In the following day my one friend said "your so very silent" and it's not good because there are something around us maybe good or bad elements. four o'clock in the afternoon, we don't have class my friend said be careful always and he said that in our daring our class he see someone holding my hair and lying my back......... i don't trust him, cos maybe he was trying to scare me, but deep inside i am very scared......... then the following day my friend txt me at night she said she had a bad dream, early morning when i decide to go to school then my friend arrive in school then we talk what was her dream about then she cry and cry but i don't know why, then i ask her what is your problem then she said had a dream about me...... She dream that there was a bad elements inside my body i was in my mind, i was flouting in the air and after a minute i was gone....So i decided to change my attitude from silent mode into a noisy girl....... when i was studied forth year high school i turn to be in silent mode again the 1 daughter of my uncle was sick,.......they bring to hospital somewhere in bukidnun my ante and i were took good care of them it was 3:00pm when i arrive in the hospital from school. my ante decided to went to house get a dress for her daughter but when she arrive in the house her 3 daughter get sick to then she decide to bring in the hospital all her daughter were all in the hospital, they arrive in the hospital at 7pm.. she decide to get nap.. i can't sleep until 3in the midnight.. the doctor nurse said i have to sleep so i decide to sleep near to the daughter of my ante, she only 1yr old that time. then it was 4 in the midnight the doctor will give a medicine one of the daughter of my ante i was awake because she was crying she don't like the taste of the medicine so I'll be one who give a medicine so she don't cry after a minute i can't breath i fell someone holding my mouth so can't breath then i collapse the nurse bring me at the emergency room for examination then she said i was stress, but i don't trust her because when i was in the emergency room was the only one there the one nurse went out because someone call her, when the nurse out she close, then i close my eyes then the door were open and close repeatedly but i can't fell the air, so it means that it's not the air why the door open and close i was really scare that time then after a minute one janitor arrive i fell free that time because i know someone is in my side close my eyes, i fell cold air damping my face, i open my eyes again the janitor was gone....... the door started open and close the water in the c.r were starting to flow.......i just imagine that its not true,,, i cold air was came closer to me so open my eyes no is there......... i full asleep in waiting the doctor when i open my eyes the doctor is there taking my pulse rate.... she said i have to come down because my heartbeat i so past......... i question my mind how do fell calm every time i look strait to her face, she look like dead..... then she decide i have to stay in the hospital that is the start that i can't sleep in the night in those hospital in the day i admit i can't sleep because i was the only one in that room i fell my noise,i hear crying pushing the chair, rooming around the following day there was one patient in that room that day the patient arrive i can't hear the noise and that day is my last day in the hospital the daughter of my ante was ok yet so i decide to went home by my own to get rest, i was the only one in the home. first night i fell some one again following at me always,... again my fever was back i fell some one is there waiting me to die i can stand because when i try to stand i can't fell the floor i was flouting i think............ 3 days later they all come home then when they arrive i can't hear the noise again.......................
know i understand that if no one is there beside me someone will be there at my side maybe they are good or bad.......... but most of all i have to pray every time so that bad elements can't come near to me and i don't have to think them so they can't gain power to come beside me..... i believe in soul even though some people don't believe in soul
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